Waiting for Willmael Delgado

This is one of my favorite times when my Dad visit i love him and if you met him you love him too he is funny he is caring easy to talk to never the less a big teddy bear with the hear of melted chocolate he will tell you a 1001 stories about me and you aunts and uncles he loves cars and motorcycles always smiling and sure you and him will be like peanut butter and jelly lol and he can wait to finally meet you is not the same in pictures                                                                                    well here all my love  Mom 

How this work is let them talk because they have the upper hand they have the child they said what they want the child to believe what they like people to believe but in the own words the sun don't get cover with your hand who don't really know you will sooner than later. there is your own voice in every single court date is call transcripts and they can be requested by court or for informative purpose since the very first court appearance to the last  so when you say i give you my child and i knew i was  giving it to you for good knowing that's a lie you setting yourself i may not be perfect i may no be hood smart but i do know this your own words are going to get you  03p2417 Springfield Massachusetts family court  that is the file case and unlike you u remember that day it plays in my head all the time and like Ana Marie Green family say there is evil out there but LOve always win

I love summer and cherry season it always bring me back to the summer i was pregnant with you i used to eat cherries by the bags lol green apples and peanut butter cerely and peanut butter love to remember this and i miss your hearth bet                                                       love you baby boy

I know you must be exited back to school preparations are here, first year in middle school must be exiting. I can just imagine how big you have got and of course handsome. This is the time where you need to stated considering checking different couriers just to text the waters before heading to high school. They will be making different work shops to just show you different fields my advice try as much you want is good to explore your possibilities but i the end just choose something you will like to do in the daily bases  and be happy about it. don't get frustrated if you don't find or chose right away remember you are just testing the waters. well i hope you are healthy i hope you are enjoying life i just want you to be you and happy                                                                       love...

Today is a new day my baby boy and I'm not only giving thanks to God for another day of life but another day he allow me to wait for you, to pray for you and think of you. Don't get me wrong  I think of all of you during the day but I haven't have a conversation with you in years and I really miss that and i wonder if i will hear your child voice again or if be be surprise  to hear a deep voice well i will keep praying for you and hoping maybe you change your mind about seeing me until them Que Dios te bendiga  te amo  Mom

I open my blogger today and notice i have had 5000 views and in my mind I hope you have seen this or someone close to you do i just want you to know I'm here waiting thinking of you wishing to see you to know about you is a way to try to reach to you and say hey i want to be a part of your life just let me in  with this said i just want to let you know i love you Wilo                                                                                                                love Mom

This is a every day thing the moment you wake up give thanks to God for another day and send in your day prayer for all does that you love, meditated and think. You wonder about your child that you are not allow no contact, is hard to live like this wondering is he OK is he happy is he healthy or does he need someone to talk to. Is the hardest thing not knowing anything about your child life, you have to have a lot of faith hope and strength to survive this and you hope that God will provide the same to you child. I can't not imagine the position or stress  that he was put in when the court let him decide if he wanted to see me he having to chose must put him in a lot of pressure because he didn't want to have to live with the consequences of saying yes he just wanted peace i hope you have it baby boy but know one thing i love you no matter the distance, time and division i will always love you and here i wait until you are ready               ...