Waiting for Willmael Delgado

hi baby boy sorry i haven write to you i just got out the hospital yesterday i had to have some surgery done but i'm feeling better by the hour i can wait to feel in tip top shape i be writing more soon i just wanted to let you know i love you sweet baby of mine

You are about to be 12 years old in less than a month almost a teenager witch is the time of finding out who you are is a very confusing time because the decisions are starting to fall in your side of the woods more and more by every year of your teens the future that look it so far its start to look closer to adulthood mistakes will be made but experience be gain learning how to trust your instincts is a must because not everyone is about your best interest but their own keep your eyes in your goals and do what makes you happy. I be prepare for maybe just being in the side lines for just knowing you are okay maybe you hate me because that how you been feed but regardless i will love you and be happy and content that you are happy i will never stop loving you praying for you i be prepare for the worse but will hope for anything you will give me i live all my worries to God he know my hearth and yours and i be here to listen to anything you want to say good or bad i take it   ...

I love it when i dream of you i was hugging you and comforting you and actually having a conversation with you, you where talking to me like we haven't miss a bit and i love it. I know it was a dream but i think is God ways to comforting me when he knows i miss you next month is your birthday Big 12 teens years are just around the corner but that also remind me how long i haven't see you i'm waiting for you my baby boy i love you miss you and pray for you to be healthy happy and growing i send all my love Mom

When a person wake up in the morning never know if that will be the last time he have waken you know the day you where born but can not say when will be your last one. If i knew i will say this not only to you but to all my loves ones i have been bless with my four wonderful children with my parents with the family i have and with the ones that have parted with God. I don't regret nothing all do i will change somethings but not my family. Life is never perfect but you just need to high light the best in it and learn for your mistakes and work in the future and i really hope there is heaven so we can make up in all the lost time if we don't have a chance in this one love you now and for ever        Mom