Waiting for Willmael Delgado

 It has been a very long time since I have written anything here and is not because I didn't write anything. There are several drafts saved up here that are just not posted. There have been so many changes since the last time I wrote to you. Right after your birthday this past year, my sister called me to let me know Mom was sick in the hospital non-responsive. Little that I know September is going to get more painful for me. When my sisters call, they tell me Mom got some kind of infection that they cut not pinpoint to where the infection was located. Mom had been unconscious by the time she had arrived at the hospital and without eating for days. I book a flight to CT., for the very next day to go and be with her, she became responsive by the time I was landed in Washington airport and i talk to her facetime while waiting for my next flight to Hartford, everything looks like she was improving so i stay that night with your brother Jonathan and his family. The next morning, I pick...

 Just passing thru to wish you a very happy birthday all do we are not  near you to celebrate, every year we take a moment to wish you where ever you are all the happiness, health and wisdom you need to navigate thru life We hope you are very happy and remind you that "You" are very love and miss.  When ever you want to reach out I'm ready to answer your questions my number still the same all these years your family court docket number is 03p2417 for the phone number email and any questions that may get answer by doing your own research you can view it at any time.

Today is your birthday 11 years had past since i saw your face for the first time after a long night of labor you where finally here i was very happy you where a healthy baby boy all ten fingers and ten toes lots if black hair i fall in love with your face and today is your 11 birthday wow you soon be a teen just a couple of more years and in seven more you be 18 that is like a snap of the finger to me because just like that past the time with your oldest brothers jojo have his own life all ready with his baby mom and his daughter and Josh is working while going to school in junior year this is your last year of elementary school and things will start to take a faster paste for now just be a kid and remember that i love you and you are always on my prayers I'm here when you need me dulcemaru79@gmail.com just waiting for you HAPPY BIRTHDAY WILLMAEL I LOVE U!!

  Happy birthday Wilo May God always bless you, guide you and protect you. Your hair looks just like mine I was afraid that when I  see you I wont recognize you but you are a handsome young man. We hope one day to be there for your birthday. Emely wanted me tell you happy birthday Big Brother, she ask about you and when she will see you I told her when you are ready you will reach to us. 03p2417     that the docket number in the Springfield family court you can go there anytime my number is there and the documents are there.

I remember this weekend I left Mass and I was so happy to be out of that hole turmoil that was my life with your father, your grandma call and say they when to court and I need to go back to sort things out I shut know better not to believe their lies.   Now you are we are strangers strangers that at one time our hearts beat synchronize. Is easy for someone who had built a house of cards to separate people to keep her stories truth to remain in control. My grandma use to say el Sol no se tapa con una mano, the sun can not be hide with one hand. Is a matter of time what is in the dark will come to light. Someone who hide things don't like to be questions, don't like not having control of things. Be curious, inform your self, do your homework and make your own opinion. 03p2417 Springfield family Court read your file and all files attached to the case. My number still the same as the file and you can always reach Mr out by message here. Is time you wonder.  Love mom

Hey Baby boy! Yeah I know you are 18 going in 19 but you always be my baby. I Just wanted to let you know I think of you every day and you are in my prayers always, but today I was talking about you and how I hope one day you will reach out to me, that I keep documents, cards, diary and hope one day you reach out. I'm willing to take a lie detector if you see fit, crazy story years ago I call either the Steve Wilkos show or the Maury show and try to get your grandma to go and talk about the accusations that I hit you. She decline because she didn't speak English (she said) and I wanted to go still but without her they didn't want to do it.  I know it was a crazy idea but I was desperate to find a way that to get you back and to clear out the accusation. You where almost home the court have begging the transition for you to be with us  and she lie about that and keep you away from your family by saying I hit you and I laugh about it. Willmael I know you have been told many t...