Waiting for Willmael Delgado

I have to smile even if i miss you because is not fear to your brothers and sister if my life take this blows from the destiny. A while ago in Europe a woman was walking to the park, she see a younger woman and knew just by looking at her that she was her child she just knew even if she was told the child die, 9 months waiting to see the face of her child she sow only for a brief moment and even after years and being told the child die she knew is amazing the love of a mother for his child it goes for ever

Today was a hard day i have to be by your brothers sides in their grand father funerals they cry on my arms and i give them comfort and then i wonder if you know that i'm here ready to comfort you when you need it most and i wonder if i ever be close to you and hug you kiss you and tell you that i love you i pray that God will let me hug you and hold you. I love you baby boy

To day is  one year since the last time i saw you last I love you Willmael i wish i can hug you but until then i will keep you in my prayers love mom.                    

I miss you every day is nearly a year since the last time i saw you, you must be getting bigger what i will give to hug you, you are such  a big part of me i'm so hurt because of this situation i never imagine being so far from you i got to say i'm standing here because of God streinth that he gives me every day because i have faith one day i will see you again my dear baby boy.  Love mom 

Every day i pray for you to be healthy, for you to be safe, for you to have an angel always watching your steps always. Not knowing about you always take a toll in my hearth I LOVE YOU  an there is not a day in my life i don't miss you there is not a day that i don't regret taking the "help"is was offered by your grandmother not knowing her true intentions know im trying to decide where to go from here But one thing is for sure i be always waiting for you

I think of you every day a lot of happy moments happens and i wish you where here to enjoy with your family and i pray for you so where ever you are an angel always protect you i love you and i miss you so much i never knew this will be like this a lot of things where said in court but i don't believe they are from your hearth because i have share with you so many little moments that have show me the real you i will wait and wait because the love i have is here for when ever you are ready. Love Mom

As this fall cones again another cycle begings another year have past that we are apart i sit an thing of you when ever the hustle an bustle of the day stop i hope you will forgive me for trusting other people with someone so especial like you are. I love you my son i pray for you every day an i hope one day i can see you again until then my lovely boy