living with out seeing you

Every day i pray for you to be healthy, for you to be safe, for you to have an angel always watching your steps always. Not knowing about you always take a toll in my hearth I LOVE YOU  an there is not a day in my life i don't miss you there is not a day that i don't regret taking the "help"is was offered by your grandmother not knowing her true intentions know im trying to decide where to go from here But one thing is for sure i be always waiting for you

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