Waiting for Willmael Delgado

Waiting for you Willmael Delgado : I wish to hug you my dear son, I miss you remember... : I wish to hug you my dear son, I miss you remember I'm here the minute you want me there with you I will be there just say the word a...

Waiting for you Willmael Delgado : I wish to hug you my dear son, I miss you remember... : I wish to hug you my dear son, I miss you remember I'm here the minute you want me there with you I will be there just say the word a...

I wish to hug you my dear son, I miss you remember I'm here the minute you want me there with you I will be there just say the word and i be there unconditionally to give you my love straight and protection you may think you got no choice but you do just say the word and i will be there for you. 

Yet another Christmas away from you not because i didn't want to be there that choice i didn't make it was made for us i wish i can be with you like i'm here for your brothers and sister is a biter Sweet Christmas i'm going to see them smile because they have what they want for Christmas but not you. at first i used to walk in to the toys isle thinking what you may like thinking even if i get toys or video game how i'm going to bring them to you baby boy i stop going in there as chrismas aproche it got to painful.  i have no choice i can make contact with you until you want to make contact my hearth aches silence is not being kind to me Willmael i don't know why you have this feeling towards me if all i feel for you is love unconditional mother love but i always be here for you no matter what i will  and i always pray for you i hope God  hear my broken hearth prayer for you my darling bab...

Waiting for you Willmael Delgado http://dulcemaru79.blogspot.com/

I dream of you second night in a row. At first i saw you inside the car i did know what your reaction was going to be when you sow me so i waited you got out of the car look at me and got closer and with out saying anything you extended your arms and hug me and i hug you so hard and close to me i never wanted to let go of you i miss you i wish i can talk to you i wish i can see my baby boy face but until then God with comfort me in my dreams

                               June 11,2004 Today i realize that the only people that love me carry the same blood that i carry. No man loves me no person loves me. My kids only and because the love of a man they start to hate me. I got to look back to the people who once did swallow my pride and ask for help and i need all i can get. I want my son with me, I want to be surrounded by people that if ( let close to my heart they will not hurt me). It's time to go home i don't understand i was good to people and people haven't been good to me at all and I'm so hurt, so discosted  by who i have chose to trust with my life. I know that i have done wrongs but people just make worse for me they can get what they want from me. God make me strong so i can go on and resolve all my problems. I'm trying so hard. I went to work bring and give mo...

I dream of you today but you where that baby and i was that young again but with the wisdom of this age i dream i say no i dream of you and me together as it was meant to be i dream of you my sweet darling baby boy i love you my therapist ask me a question yesterday how you had pray to ask God to help you forgive your self? No i haven't but is time to do so i can move forward

The Narcissistic Parent N arcissists make deplorably bad parents. They are too focused on themselves to find children anything but an annoyance or a way to increase admiration and power. Many narcissists become parents either by accident or for some ill-thought out self-serving purpose. Share on facebook Share on twitter Share on email Share on print More Sharing Services Narcissists have two faces -- the one they wear in public, and the one they wear at home. Only those close to the narcissist have any idea there is more than one face. And the narcissist's children know best of all, because children - those who have the least power - are the ones the narcissist allows him or herself to be the least guarded around. A frequent frustration of children of narcissists is that everyone else thinks their mother or father is the most wonderful person ever, while at home their children suffer in silence with their parent's tantrums, disinterest and put-downs -- this is cle...

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Waiting for you Willmael Delgado : Fallow the paper trail!!! : There is a big difference between a small child and an adult the difference is that a child will believe easily what is being said to him, t...

There is a big difference between a small child and an adult the difference is that a child will believe easily what is being said to him, they don't know any better you tell them this is blue but is red how they will know they just learning of life. An adult have experience they have live thru life they know to go find facts they know other people is not honest all the time especially if that adult was that child that you lie to saying is blue but is was in fact red. Know I wait, just wait as court had tell me to do until my son come to me and ask all the questions about how everything came to be the way it is. That moment will come sooner or later it will happen I will said son just fallow the paper trail follow all courts records (that will show him i try fail and try again for him),police reports (that will show that there where lots of different incidents that this family have done to make it harder for us), the state police reports(that shows they when beyond to keep me out o...

Waiting for you Willmael Delgado http://dulcemaru79.blogspot.com/

Well i guess that when you are ready will have lots to catch up with your brothers, by them you will see their side of their story, not only stories about growing up they will also will give you their view of not growing up with out you. What they felt, what they sow. You know i have pics of you tru out the house there is one picture taken during one of the ywca visitations of all my boys together and i just have to tell your lil sister who you are because she recognize big brother  jojo and big brother josh but i have to keep telling her you are her big brother wilo and one day explain to her why you are not with us and why we can not just see you. You know one day she will give you her version of how it was for her to grow so far from you i hope you all can be close has family you are as we are, we be here always for you you need to know that for when ever you need us we be here with open arms.                         ...

I remember we looking for names it was almost to when you where born i came to this name your father wanted Emanuel i wanted William someone say Mayro lol so will for your father ma for Mayra and el for Emanuel that how your name came to be then at the very last minute William as your second name from William or Emanuel you where such a good baby by the time you where 3 months you only waking up once at night you loved water bath time where always so fun but you really enjoy that cream massages you where very plumpy