Another diary entry

                               June 11,2004

Today i realize that the only people that love me carry the same blood that i carry. No man loves me no person loves me. My kids only and because the love of a man they start to hate me. I got to look back to the people who once did swallow my pride and ask for help and i need all i can get. I want my son with me, I want to be surrounded by people that if ( let close to my heart they will not hurt me). It's time to go home i don't understand i was good to people and people haven't been good to me at all and I'm so hurt, so discosted  by who i have chose to trust with my life. I know that i have done wrongs but people just make worse for me they can get what they want from me.
God make me strong so i can go on and resolve all my problems. I'm trying so hard. I went to work bring and give more to my kids but i have lost track of them. I try believe me i try to make everything better but the more that  i try the worse it get is time to ask to ???

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