Waiting for Willmael Delgado

You have been growing my little Faruko alike that how your haircut looks like you have my black Indian hair my eyebrows and eyelashes even my chicks my mini me I can see me on your face hope you are well my son sorry i have not write for a little bit i just need to get a lots of things settle lately and I have been under the weather Don't know what it is but hope is nothing but in the bright site I have my boys and my little girl of two summer vacations  hoping you have fun but  & wishing  we cut  had some fun but maybe one day we can go and have an adventure to remember together here are some pics for you the first one are your great grandparents from my mother’s side and you little sister. I have to upload more pics of your nice Keyshlanie and JoJo and Josh but i do it later until then I send all my love to you and I keep you in my prayers so an Angel always keep you safe love mom .

I feel so happy you have grown so much and tomorrow i celebrate at least i know of you baby boy i'm so happy i love you wilo

Some days are Good and some others are not so good i want to keep going and live a life even thru i miss you everyday i have lots of other good things going on in my life that are good there is days like yesterday that sadness and missing you really hits and i don't want to get up a just want to stay here and think there is  a lot of things i'm missing and i'm not happy about it then i get up because i'm not going to let this people have a hold on me just because they're in control of you for now and then i think soon you be a teen this  next year you be 12 omg time is flying next thing i know you be like your brother all grown making decisions and cucucachu out of the nest well i have miss lots of things but if you let me be in your life i be catching up the love is here baby boy for when you are ready i love you and miss you                                          ...