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Well we are at the corner to be October

I wish i know what you wanted to be this Halloween go looking for that perfect costume go apple picking hey rides are a most and apple cider and donuts and fall fest well honey I'm here just waiting for you love and pray for you. Mom

Another year have pass by

I still remember like yesterday September 22, 2012 the last time i sow you i didn't  see you for your birthday as usual another alienation trick that year by year your grandma uses well i wanted to plan something when you came back from Puerto Rico so i call to see if i cut take you apple picking by the time she call me back was pass almost 3 and she was all the way up on Belmont opposite side of where we need it to go she said paying a bill so we just end up eating tacos like always she go me anything to make it look good on her corner and bad on mine well year number 2 but know this baby boy i love you more than yesterday i wait for you until my last breath. Love Mom

I hope that what they say is true

A survey say people Google them self at list one a year i hope friends do to or girls someone will see this and tell you about it

When i think of you

I go to the beach a lot sitting on a rock with the wind on my ears the smell of the ocean i think of you i remember feeling you inside me kicking in the hot summer day i use to take fresh water baths to cool down and every time you use to be all over the place i spend all summer sleeping in the couch and i use to watch  baby story  eat cherries and green apples and peanut butter wondering about your face and then i sow you oh to hold you like that first time to hold you and never let go of you to feel your heart like that very first time i wish that things would not have happened the way they did but they did  and I'm sorry for not being in my right mind for trusting people i nearly knew with your care  for not being able to get you back home n matter how hard and many times for nor being able to tell you how much i love you and how much you mean to me i try to see why God let this happen what he is trying to teach us sometimes i try to stand back and look at the gra...