I hope you wonder

I was watching the Tangled movie with your little sister again when I realize how close is this story to our story. Rapunzel was taken from her parents by mother Gothel for her own vane reasons keeping her away from her parents look away in a tower telling her not to wonder. Her parents in a effort and hope of ever finding her daughter send thousands of lanterns up to the sky every year on her birthday hopping one day returns. As Rapunzel ages she wonders and in her subconscious she knows something  is not right she tries not to question mother Gothel  but she still needs to know about the lanterns and why every year exactly on her birthday they light up the sky. I hope you wonder my baby boy I hope you do, I hope you can see even all you know is her that you have a mother that misses you and can't give up in finding YOU one day. In this years I have been trying to be re-united with you I have try so many times and fall so many times but there is a famous quote by Gail Lynne Goodwin "You lose when you give up" and I can give up on us Never  until my last breath I will be here for you when you are ready I hope you see that like Rapunzel you are been fill up with fear so that way she can manipulated things on her favor you have to wonder don't let does fears not let you break free. Mother Ghotel also have charms and knows have to make things look like she is not pulling the strings on people and situations. I just hope that you have that enlightenment moment where you see the bigger picture and cut off all the stings with this alienation. You know I love you, you just have to realize it




                                       

                                                                   Love Mom