Waiting for Willmael Delgado

Since the beginning there is a fact that no matter how hard she try to buried she can't hide I'm your mother you came from me there is a bond that she is been trying to extinguish she may think she have but there is a little ambert in your heart that knows that I'm your mother and I love you beyond words I also know that you are trying to survive in her narcissist world so you must comply and that is not easy I know that you are trying to deal with all that you not yet fully understand but keep holding on time will soon be in our side I know you will for always have some permanent damage because the fears she have imprinted on you but don't be afraid my baby boy and know you are deeply Love and miss and that I will always be here for you when you need me Love mom     

I wake up this morning with your little sister next to me she must jump in bed to wake me up, morning routine start I make a habit of thanking God for another day of life, Hygiene then breakfast, as I sit here in my kitchen drinking a hot cup of coffee looking thru the window to the outside where the leafs are falling and now I can see the small pond in the back is a beautiful site and I think of you I wonder if you love the fall with all the colors there is so many things I want to know about you many conversations we need to have even the daily ones like how was school? Or what you did today? Those are the questions that will let me know who you are what you like how you respond to different situations who your friends are ? There's lots of questions I have I can just imagine the ones you have when you are set and ready I be here my baby boy i'm here for you I think of you every day you are a part of me one of the wonderful gifts God have allowed me to bring to this world lov...

Hope you have fun get lots of candy enjoy your day is been years since we last trick or treat together I Wish I cut go with you soon enough you be saying your to big for it and just want to go to a party well  baby boy to  me you will always be my baby                                                        love MOM

I feel like the whos in whosville saying I'm here I'm here about to reach 4,000 views wondering if you ever know I write to you that I'm here Willmael and my hope is that you know you are love and very miss by your family that no matter how they try to get us apart I will keep trying to reach to you. I even try to live a message to who I call the king of blogs shaycarl to see if he will send out a message to you the we live you and miss you and to create awareness that parental alienation is real and that it shut be better help for parents and children there is so many out there living without child just because, that shut not be acepted by family court with this said I want to finish by saying I LOVE YOU BABY BOY *LOVE MOM

My Take on Parental Alienation from Personal Experience

http://karenwoodall.wordpress.com/2014/10/25/i-am-the-alienator/

The more I read or hear testimonies of people that have go thru parental  alienation the more hope I get that the child who have become an adult becomes very aware of the campaign and manipulation they encounter that they where given a hatred command toward the parent that opinions where created not made that when it became clear they open up toward what was going how fear and control was the key for the alienation and how little the courts, appointed lawyers and social Services know about it or how to fight or prevent this form of abuse . One thing is clear there is hope after seeing how this formers kids look for  the parent and try to make sence of this they stand up and push back and I will keep writing I keep praying waiting while I may not be allowed in your life that don't mean you are not allowed in my heart I love you and that no one can change it. Love mom