Waiting for Willmael Delgado

Time is cruel sometimes missing you is a constant feeling, but remembering you your face your voice is vague even when I know those things have change that your baby face is lowly going and your voice is changing the things i knew you like have change you are becoming a young boy a teen missing you is the hardest thing i endure in my day to day not knowing how you are doing Ike my soul and praying is my only comfort  May God bless you and send and Angel to watch over you always i love you MOM

Today while talking about how people who have been hurt build walls around them i end up talking about you about how angry i was at everything at the world at justice at how can someone cut be so cruel and how pain got me not trusting anyone, isolated , hurt how i have to go separated myself from the world and slowly start over one step at the time how i don't blame you for the steps you have to take to make  your world ok i know how things are and how ugly things can get but know i love you i think of you everyday you are in my prayers and in this house you are a part of us we will never erase you we are here for when you ready  love mom  

happy new year my love may God bless you guide you today and always i will keep you in my prayers

Hello my handsome son i hope you are good and in good health enjoying your  winter break. I hope your grades are good and that you are working hard in school. Everything you do now for small as you see it are steps to your future so take slow but secure steps to where you see yourself in life five more years and you be 18 and start thinking of what you will like to do in life I'm going to be honest find out study make your way now to where you want to be don't rush to  life like there is no tomorrow remember you are the one making choices but sometimes is not only you who deal with the consequences                                                                                                             ...

 Is hard to say in new ways how much I miss you how that space today still empty and there is not filling it up because your that puzzle piece that will fill up that empty space in my hearth is so unique there no one like it in this planet. I will like to say again I'm here and i be here until the end of my days here for you here for when you need me you not alone there is this hole other part of your life that is not been made visual to you but is here for you. You are so wanted love and miss my baby blue.                                                                                    love mom                                                   ...

   Hello baby blue fall in on the air with the cold wind and the change of leaves and September is gone another year missing you this is some how one of the hardest times of the year for me it mark your birthday and the last time that i hug you talk to you and saw you in person. September is the time that i celebrate meeting that handsome face and falling in love with you even more and that i grieve the time and space between us your smile your voice that i imagine is changing now that you have become a teen i miss you baby blue  I will keep praying for you loving you and waiting here for you. I hope you are doing well in everything you do Te Amo Wilo ayer hoy y siempre con amor Mama

In every face i see to see if after all this time i will recognize you from all the people out there to see your handsome face with all the changes from a kid to a handsome young man my teen. I keep praying and sending you all my blessings and love i love you my Wilo you will always be my baby                                                                                                                love mom here is how we look this days