Waiting for Willmael Delgado

In the middle of waiting for you i got to thank God for the strength that he gives me to keep going, for my kids and granddaughter , for boyfriend Roger my family and his who keep saying never give up for the blessing of having good health, a job, for every single blessings God gives me i thank him amen.

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Waiting for you Willmael Delgado http://dulcemaru79.blogspot.com/

Waiting for you Willmael Delgado http://dulcemaru79.blogspot.com/

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We when to church to listen to what good have to say to us and is was about being patient to wait in God, he has a plan for everything. Even when God was in the cross he knew he got to endure that pain that humiliation, he knew he was going to die for us his children to give us salvation he never step down give his back to his children, because we are his children. I pray for you, i pray you are healthy, i pray you are doing good in life. i pray for one day have the chance to sit with you and tell you everything and show you everything and say how much i'm sorry i cut not be there when you need it me. My wish is to see you again one day and in God i will wait until he says is time

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It's. Been almost two weeks since i last saw my son and i feel desperate to see him i miss my little meatball he was one of the reasons to keep trying i still have the other two but we were four always together. I feel like they stole my soul and rip my hearth it hurts me everyday God help me You have to excuse my poor grammar that was just when i stared like i said put my spanish thoughts to English  

Well i got to say last night was good i dream of you and your smile and baby boy it was glorious it have to be send to God to conford my hearth this morning i feel so good i hope God is with you this morning and you have a bless day today refection Never give up even when you make mistakes is never to late to do some fixing is never to late to ask for forgiveness is never to late to say I'm sorry and who ever haven't make any mistakes  in this life throe the first stone 

I won't be quiet my voice won't be tone down and who don't like it oh well. This blog is to let know my son Willmael how much i love him i miss him is to made to tell him my side of the story of why i toke the decisions i toke and yes i was an adult at my 24 years i was trick to think MARILYN RIVERA was truly honestly there to help and what is have been like  ever since this page is for him but since they toke the audacity to write to me now will make another blog especially for dose who say they are in the right i will prove my story and i will not stop i will never give up if God is with me who is against me the true will prevail

This is your family we love you for who you are we be always here to experience laughter tears sweet hugs and kisses we are here for you

Tru all this years i had been push, trash down, drove desperate and almost crazy by all the wrong doing just to get me out of my son Willmael life, to destroy any relationship between us and i had fall, i have being in pain, depressed but it kills Marilyn Rivera that no matter how much she does i always rise up and she only make me stronger it kills her too that no matter how low she can go i will never get at her level I believe in God justice because he seeing every thing and there no fooling God and i believe in karma she always catch up to what you have done i pray for her so God have mercy on her soul and i feel sorry for her because her happy is not really a happy is only temporary God say don't build your house on the sand build it on the rock you can't build anything from others people suffering it will not last to finish this note i want to say to Marilyn Rivera thank you for making more stronger than yesterday and i forgive you, because what you done to me i will not ...

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After realizing my son grandmother was not coming back with my baby Willmael and had no intention of returning my son back desperation kicks in hi gear sadness over come my hearth while having post partum depression an to top it up being in an abusive relationship it was the perfect storm i remember working and crying tru the hole work day i feel so alone that no one cut help i hated myself and i cut not trust anyone anymore a very dark time. This is one day entry in my diary June 7 2004  It have been a week that i don't see my baby boy and every day i feel so sad upset and betrayed by one of the persons that I really wanted in my life to counted on like she was my family but  the desire to make her marriage and her life a complete one had to bring so much pain to me. I feel like someone stole one third of my hearth. I know that i have committed some mistakes with my boys and that is getting hard to bring them up but i will do my best know like i did before. i know i ha...

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  After gaining my trust paternal grand mother gain guardianship and keep my son to have a healthy relationship with his mother You will think we always hated one to another but no at list i didn't. When i met Marilyn Rivera the very first time at list the very first time i notice her was in my hairstylist home. Marilyn was getting her hair done for her wedding the very next day i was ask by Irma to accompany her to an mary kate presentation at her home that night. It was there i notice her son William, then i was invited to her wedding event because Irma didn't know anyone there and she didn't wanted to go alone. Well little did i know into who's lives i had cross that for ever change ours the relationship with your father was bad i think from the very moment it had started my four tires where pop because he was with me while kind of dating an other girl, but it was not ready for another fail so i hag on to what i can say the most destructing relationship i ever had. ...

Missing you don't turn off no matter what people do to keep me apart from you they can't not make me stop loving you by saying your not perfect because a mother don't look in perfection in your child she looks at her child as he is a unique gift from God some one priceless to our heart i love you and that will never change no matter the distance no matter what they do there no stoping this love i will always pray for you love.  ...mom