well hello

It's have been a little while since i wrote to you i went to visit your great grandpa in Puerto Rico oh i feel so good to hug him and it was years since we last so each other almost 15 years but the love still was there you see when you love one time will never matter love is always there and i was away  but still think of you and what i big part of me you are the love is there just like the love of my grandpa and the love of my grandma she is not with us but i know that one day i will feel that love again. it's not always easy to understand how time times changes everything especially when you lose a love one but love the real love is patient and overcomes time space and matter. I hope you are in good health i hope you are happy. i miss your smile my sweet  boy i was looking at the old pics i have from you to help me cope with not seeing you i love you i will never get tired of saying this to you i love you no matter who try to stop this i will always be here for you loving you no matter the distance. you know  i went to Ponce and i was thinking of you the places i when and hope you visit made me feel closer to you i imagine you there and i feel closer to you in a way


                                                                                                            love mom 

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