Waiting for Willmael Delgado

In September I get this bitter sweet feelings I sow your face and fall in love with your face September 2nd and 12 years have pass since you stay in my hearth but is also the month I last sow you 3 years ago and as that day approaches my heart wounds re-open and the sorrow and that oblivious hits harder I look at your old pics and I wonder how long more I will have to wait why I can be in your life  if you at least let me know why is it that you don't even want to see me in visitations i need your reasoning only not anyone's else. I want you to ask me questions that you may have show you pictures documents transcripts ext. I keep you always in my prayers and in my hearts love you and miss you tremendously                                                                                 ...

Yesterday was my son's Willmael birthday, but my depression hit me hart this year not longer able to use food as comfort for the pain I have been feeling,while my body heal my hearth still hurts yet another year goes by with out a world of you. It's have been a rough week I find my self hitting in my room for most of the day trying to get distracted  this time of the year is always hart to cope with the hearth hake of missing a love one meditation and prayers help me most of the day yesterday. As you age you learn that there is people that you can't never let go even if there are gone or far away this specials human beings that have touch your soul and can't never been forgotten. As yesterday you are 12 years old you must be become a young adult soon and soon 18 and as you will become and adult and eventually you will have children of your own and understand the love you feel for this gifts of God to you ,you will also will learn this is not easy task as each child is a...