September

In September I get this bitter sweet feelings I sow your face and fall in love with your face September 2nd and 12 years have pass since you stay in my hearth but is also the month I last sow you 3 years ago and as that day approaches my heart wounds re-open and the sorrow and that oblivious hits harder I look at your old pics and I wonder how long more I will have to wait why I can be in your life  if you at least let me know why is it that you don't even want to see me in visitations i need your reasoning only not anyone's else. I want you to ask me questions that you may have show you pictures documents transcripts ext. I keep you always in my prayers and in my hearts love you and miss you tremendously
                                                                                            Love Mom  

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