Waiting for Willmael Delgado

to see your face it just made my day i cry but it was a happy cry i love you baby blue seeing you grow even from the distance make me happy you are so handsome

When I started this year i was still on the food roller coaster ride o write here but boy when the worst days came I ate everything and I cut not stop I wanted to fill that hole in me so seek for help started with the options on nutritionist and doctor both for the physical and emotional my highest weigh was 230 pounds and son you mom is only 5 feet so you can imagine I was big and getting sick but i cut not stop after that last attempt to reconnect with you it got worse.After long consideration I toke action regarding this matter today I'm 163 pounds feel way better physically and some mentally i still have my days where my hearth aches and I feel down but I remind myself that not all is lost and that God have a plan for us and what ever it is I have to accept it and go with his plan.i will keep knocking in your door to see if you open up and talk to me at list tell me what ever i did wrong so you wanted avoid me so we can work on it Willmael I'm not perfect but I love you mor...

When you live as an alienated parent you live with pain, sorrow and regrets but you also ask yourself how are things holding up in your child end . You tray to understand what they going thru but you only can see the tip of the iceberg there is much more to what you know. For instance you know the story of how thinks came to be but on the other side to your kid there is another story and believe me the narcissistic parent or in my case grandmother will make it something that will come from a novel, you will be almost be he spit of the devil or in my case the back bone of him. She will be the very sacrifice mother Theresa with the peace price  she never in her entire existence made or did anything to deserve the bad trash taking from anyone ever. betrayal is a key in alienation you with me or against me if you love the other end you don't love me any attempt of the child to make a relationship with the other parent it be reprehended so the will be no option for the child to comply w...