the year is almost over

When I started this year i was still on the food roller coaster ride o write here but boy when the worst days came I ate everything and I cut not stop I wanted to fill that hole in me so seek for help started with the options on nutritionist and doctor both for the physical and emotional my highest weigh was 230 pounds and son you mom is only 5 feet so you can imagine I was big and getting sick but i cut not stop after that last attempt to reconnect with you it got worse.After long consideration I toke action regarding this matter today I'm 163 pounds feel way better physically and some mentally i still have my days where my hearth aches and I feel down but I remind myself that not all is lost and that God have a plan for us and what ever it is I have to accept it and go with his plan.i will keep knocking in your door to see if you open up and talk to me at list tell me what ever i did wrong so you wanted avoid me so we can work on it Willmael I'm not perfect but I love you more than you know or imagine I wish you can forgive me one day and we can start a relationship I love you baby blue
                                                                       


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