Waiting for Willmael Delgado

In 1998 i was just 18 and about to have my second boy. Josh who i call my teddy bear he is the sweetest of my boys always giving hugs and kisses also very stubborn and in need to make his own mind and decisions on his own separating other people opinions. Never the less he is he and i love him regardless of time  he will be always be one of my boys given by God to me for a reason. and here 18 years later we have been thru thick and thin the good and the bad and i got to say when you love your kids you will forget wait fight smile cry pray and wait  you do it all for the love that never goes away. tomorrow he will be 18 be he will be always my meat ball with his giggles that same little human been i hold in my arms and for ever in my hearth. I always wanted a girl since day one but today i can not see my life with out my boys they made me better. Never regrets my kids but if i can give them a advice get to know yourself first then figure out what you need out of a partner date ...

When I was young and living life like I have only a few years to live and I was in the believe I knew it all but not clue of what the decisions and consequences will bring me I made huge life changing decisions I was a run away I didn't wanted to be with my mother and my father was just starting to settle in united states  trying to look for a better outcome for all of us. But I didn't want to deal with it my mother with her aggressive outburst got me to think he was not coming back for me and I was stuck there  so I ran way with friends in that time I me a 24 year old who is the father of your 2 oldest brothers I was just turning 16 and I was pregnant in my mind that was the only way I get to belong somewhere  and it change my life for ever I pass from being a kid to being an adult with no idea of what that will bring your brothers father was cut in a stolen car with a friend and some other things he end up going to jail I end up alone pregnant and with no idea what to d...