life

When I was young and living life like I have only a few years to live and I was in the believe I knew it all but not clue of what the decisions and consequences will bring me I made huge life changing decisions I was a run away I didn't wanted to be with my mother and my father was just starting to settle in united states  trying to look for a better outcome for all of us. But I didn't want to deal with it my mother with her aggressive outburst got me to think he was not coming back for me and I was stuck there  so I ran way with friends in that time I me a 24 year old who is the father of your 2 oldest brothers I was just turning 16 and I was pregnant in my mind that was the only way I get to belong somewhere  and it change my life for ever I pass from being a kid to being an adult with no idea of what that will bring your brothers father was cut in a stolen car with a friend and some other things he end up going to jail I end up alone pregnant and with no idea what to do that was when my grandpa Alejo came to the rescue one day he sow me walking and told me to get in the truck toke me to his house call my dad and pay for my air plane and out to Milwaukee Wisconsin I went I remember crying I was  scare this was a new place and I feel it so alone but I was going to have to do the best wish is  not always the best since i didn't  know squad but I when to school while pregnant I was not street smart but I was school smart I was an honor student the best grades of my life I think because this is such better school system in the states but I was thriving but that didn't last long I had some troubles with my step mom and I try to have my own place at 17 it was hard to own an apartment pay the bills and keep a balance so to Puerto Rico I went to my grand parents house in Gurabo I was just to turn 18 and with out knowing i was going to make the same mistake twice before I knew it i was pregnant with your brother Josh and in my way to Boston Mass . let me clarify the mistake was not my beautiful kids was the age and the father my ignorance and inexperience simply i was not ready not prepare for what my consequences where going to bring the simple law of cause and effect will fallow me and still follow  me to this day