josh is going to be 18 tomorrow

In 1998 i was just 18 and about to have my second boy. Josh who i call my teddy bear he is the sweetest of my boys always giving hugs and kisses also very stubborn and in need to make his own mind and decisions on his own separating other people opinions. Never the less he is he and i love him regardless of time  he will be always be one of my boys given by God to me for a reason. and here 18 years later we have been thru thick and thin the good and the bad and i got to say when you love your kids you will forget wait fight smile cry pray and wait  you do it all for the love that never goes away. tomorrow he will be 18 be he will be always my meat ball with his giggles that same little human been i hold in my arms and for ever in my hearth. I always wanted a girl since day one but today i can not see my life with out my boys they made me better. Never regrets my kids but if i can give them a advice get to know yourself first then figure out what you need out of a partner date and let time show you then when the time comes and the right person they can think about forming a family because is hard to raise a kid or kids with someone that don't have your same standards to do it alone is exhausting and never mind if they play god parent bad parent who is cool or who is doll. when you have kids you need to be in the same page other wise it be more harder than all ready is kids don't come with a manual you have to try your best and with someone against you instead of working with you is not fair game so that is my advise for my kids be young life your life know yourself love yourself and try your best in everything you do everything else God will provide love you MOM