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The alienation interference

 The where many moments in our visitations or phone call conversation that I realized your was interfering with us building a relationship. One of the many interference was a Christmas when time 8 years ago when I have send you a PNP Christmas message she said she didn't resive it but when on to make you her own. Also the moment when we wanted to let you know  you were having a baby sister like you wanted she hang up and told you her self just not to let you have that moment with us. Also the transformer incident when she was asking me to buy  a transformer toy over 100 when she keep saying you need it clothes also so after thinking about it I decided it was best to use that money for clothes rather than the toy call her and ask to take you shopping for the clothes you need it and she keep talking on the other side on the phone " ohh that's ok you can buy him just a  sweet pants and sweet shirt from Walmart the are the cheapest" make it I sound like I didn't have ...

Happy birthday my Willmael

 Today is a bitter sweet moment you are 17 years old, you a are getting so big I bet you are so handsome looking too. But at the same time I have miss so many moments with you, smiles, happiness, tears so many things in your life. One thing is always come clear to me I love you with my all I'm and always will. I will never stop waiting for your call I still have the same number and if you ever need it you can go to Springfield family court and ask for file 03p2417 is there you also can message me at my Google email. I I'm always here for you for when you are ready but I can't do anything until you want to. Believe me I had try so many times to reach out to establish something between you and me with out interference from your Grandma. I hope you remember me and never forget I AM HERE ALWAYS FOR YOU FOR WHEN YOU NEED ME. I hope you have a wonderful birthday stay safe from this virus I will keep praying for you always                  ...