Happy birthday my Willmael

 Today is a bitter sweet moment you are 17 years old, you a are getting so big I bet you are so handsome looking too. But at the same time I have miss so many moments with you, smiles, happiness, tears so many things in your life. One thing is always come clear to me I love you with my all I'm and always will. I will never stop waiting for your call I still have the same number and if you ever need it you can go to Springfield family court and ask for file 03p2417 is there you also can message me at my Google email. I I'm always here for you for when you are ready but I can't do anything until you want to. Believe me I had try so many times to reach out to establish something between you and me with out interference from your Grandma. I hope you remember me and never forget I AM HERE ALWAYS FOR YOU FOR WHEN YOU NEED ME. I hope you have a wonderful birthday stay safe from this virus I will keep praying for you always 





                                       Love 💝 your Mom  

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