Waiting for Willmael Delgado

In every face i see to see if after all this time i will recognize you from all the people out there to see your handsome face with all the changes from a kid to a handsome young man my teen. I keep praying and sending you all my blessings and love i love you my Wilo you will always be my baby                                                                                                                love mom here is how we look this days

Today you are officially 13 OMG you are growing my baby blue. I wish you the most awesome birthday God bless you always i love you Willmael. I have been not writing but it does not mean i have not think of you pray for you and miss you. I have been feeling happy and sad and up and down. I'm happy you are growing and sad because i have miss so much. But i will continue to pray to God hopping he will listen to my cries. We can be far but this love will always be here for you my baby blue                                                                                                    love Mom

I always wonder how the family court system works i keep hearing (the best interest of the child) but what does that mean how much do you have how much are you already alienated from your child. When a therapist or the guardian ad litem  of the child can't not get a logical explanation of why the child does not want nothing to do with the other parent just a simple i don't want to talk about it don't they need to get to the bottom of why. I know why kids wanted some peace from all the drilling that been going on from the other end. like any other kid he just want to make it work so its stop  and it will only stop once he have chose once he have give what the other end wants. How is a parent suppose to wait for your child to contact you if that information is not facilitated this is how no matter where i go my number still the same there is not changing it 8 yrs and going because if he want to go to his file at family court he can get it and call and i be waiting for him. Bu...

This coming September you are not only going to be 13 is also going to be 4 years since the last time i sow you it makes my heart heavy to think is being this long and that i miss you everyday i hope you doing Good in everything your hearth and mind put effort to do. My Grandmother use to say this all the time "No hay mal que dure cien anos ni cuerpo que lo recista" there no sickness that last a hundred years nether body that will take it and in a blink of and eye you are going to be turning 13 omg my baby a teen                                                                                 I love you baby blue and i will always wait for you                                         ...

Hey Willmael hope you are doing good just wanted to let you know you be having a nice or nephew soon march 2017 but i hope February like Jojo and Keyshlanie the family is growing and we miss you we will pray for you all the way stay safe and make good choices baby blue                                                                                                                                                                                                                ...

To ask questions to get answers to get to know you and you get to know me not for others people opinions or ideas they have put on you or in me to give us a chance to have a relationship to move forward I  Love you know that i will always waait for you and i miss you  and i Will be here for when you are ready

    I know I'm not perfect I have made so many mistakes along the way, mistakes that will have a hole life  of consequences  things there are done and you can never change they happen the difference you can make is how can you move on from that. To start you got to admit you where wrong you made a mistake and trust me everybody does, some bigger some smaller but there no human that is perfect don't bet up yourself for it. Now comes the moment in witch you need to reflect how to go and repair what is done how one can amend or re build  some mistakes are pretty easy to deal with some others are the challenge of your life. Its not always easy to know how to go about it sometimes one tiny mistake can be inseparable some others can be an universe of big and all you need to do is say sorry and you be forgiven I think is because is not always about your prospective or how you so it its a little more than that  is how the other party so it and thrust me maybe somet...