I'm not perfect

    I know I'm not perfect I have made so many mistakes along the way, mistakes that will have a hole life  of consequences  things there are done and you can never change they happen the difference you can make is how can you move on from that. To start you got to admit you where wrong you made a mistake and trust me everybody does, some bigger some smaller but there no human that is perfect don't bet up yourself for it. Now comes the moment in witch you need to reflect how to go and repair what is done how one can amend or re build  some mistakes are pretty easy to deal with some others are the challenge of your life. Its not always easy to know how to go about it sometimes one tiny mistake can be inseparable some others can be an universe of big and all you need to do is say sorry and you be forgiven I think is because is not always about your prospective or how you so it its a little more than that  is how the other party so it and thrust me maybe something life changing in your life it didn't even matter in other people view so having empathy or asking  how it feel can you tell me what you sow or how this affected you is a game changer and always remember the bigger person is the one that can admit it was wrong the one who can say sorry the one who never give up and never stop trying the one that can let go and say ok let try this again now don't get it wrong you have to give people chances but when people abuse that sometimes is best to let them be at distance because well some people are like that, they only see one way they don't know any other way they are not wire to say they make a mistake if you have give them a chance and the re-currency in doing the something over and over and not reflecting in what is not working how can i try this better or something is as simple as just saying i was wrong  what can i say we are complicated beings lol but sometimes simple things make the difference                                                                            










                                                                          Later Baby Blue to the moon and back that's how much
                                                                                         MOM

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