i was talking about you and realize

This coming September you are not only going to be 13 is also going to be 4 years since the last time i sow you it makes my heart heavy to think is being this long and that i miss you everyday i hope you doing Good in everything your hearth and mind put effort to do. My Grandmother use to say this all the time "No hay mal que dure cien anos ni cuerpo que lo recista" there no sickness that last a hundred years nether body that will take it and in a blink of and eye you are going to be turning 13 omg my baby a teen




                                                                                I love you baby blue and i will always wait for you
                                                                                                       Love MOM

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