Waiting for Willmael Delgado

Hello my lovely son I'm writing this as a prepare to get married in the next month I'm working in my sitting chart and putting down the names of my love one's in one table my MVP's is probably you won't be here but I will still will Held a chair for you as you take a important space in my heart mind and soul so your name be added to the table I pray to God for you every day and I hope one day you give me a chance love you always your Mother ❤️😘 dulcemaru79@gmail.com still my email

I know you getting big you must be bigger that me but (who isn't?) You where here in my dreams I guess that I way God let me celebrate with you this holiday. Yeap is a Holiday in this mom calendar is a day forever special after those nine months and ten hours of labor I finally meet you and love you even more you where so beautiful perfect baby boy and you in your mother's eyes always will be. I love you more than you imagine I know that no matter I always will                                               Love Mom                          

Today I took your little sister to get a haircut and she is telling the hair dresser I have 3 brothers Jojo Josh and what the name of the one I never seen I told her your name and she say can I call him like I call my other brothers I say we will  one day when he is ready she hope soon my heart sank in my chest we miss you always and you always have a place in all our hearts Love your Mom

Just wanted to remind you that no matter what I love you and no matter how fat or near I find my way to you when ever you need me you always on my prayers and for ever in my 💓 phone number still the same also my email and no matter what you may think my doors are always open for who you are love mom

Today is your Holiday We celebrate you coming to our lives You are one chunk of my hearth I pray for God to guide every single step you take. You are becoming a young adult so fast i bet you are getting some little facial air and your voice is even dipper. I imagine your handsome face with a big smile. Remember We love you no matter what We love you because you are you and their is no one like you as unique as you. You or any of my  other children need to fill any mold but your because you are your own individuals. You all fit well in my hearth and fill it up to the top.                                                                                     Have a extraordinary day is your day your holiday    Love Mom

I have started  the process for visitation and modification of last order in court wish it was that i need to wait until you want to make contact with me.I have been waiting for a while and i will wait  for you until the end of my days, but i realize there was no safe haven for you if you decide to do so .  I wanted to create ways for  if you wanted at any time you will be at constable  way to say I'm ready and that  you won't have any reciprocation,guilt, stress or feelings like  you have to chose between people I know you have the capacity to love and care for all your family. I will never be mad at you for what you have to do or say in order of make things better in the position you"re in "SURVIVAL MODE" and I know I have cause you some discomfort when I try and try again but there is no way of me  to know that you know I'm waiting and will be continue to be here for you that this love will never stop YOU ARE LOVE I want you to always know that...

I hope you want to at list get to make your own mind about me about your family there is a lot of things you will learn from us and us about you if we can have the chance to get to know each other sometimes you need to experience things before you make your mind gives us a chance