Waiting for Willmael Delgado

Hey Baby boy! Yeah I know you are 18 going in 19 but you always be my baby. I Just wanted to let you know I think of you every day and you are in my prayers always, but today I was talking about you and how I hope one day you will reach out to me, that I keep documents, cards, diary and hope one day you reach out. I'm willing to take a lie detector if you see fit, crazy story years ago I call either the Steve Wilkos show or the Maury show and try to get your grandma to go and talk about the accusations that I hit you. She decline because she didn't speak English (she said) and I wanted to go still but without her they didn't want to do it.  I know it was a crazy idea but I was desperate to find a way that to get you back and to clear out the accusation. You where almost home the court have begging the transition for you to be with us  and she lie about that and keep you away from your family by saying I hit you and I laugh about it. Willmael I know you have been told many t...

 Today is your 18th Birthday and wish you the most wonderful birthday may God always bless you and   guide you always. I can't not believe how fast time pass since like a blink of an eye to me. and also feel  like an eternity the last time I saw you I bet your voice is not even the same dipper you are taller. Well my son I may son like a broken record but I'm still here waiting on you to want to Know me to getting to know you to give us a change to catch up to meet your big family your brothers , sister, aunties, cousins, grandparents, your nieces and nephew we are all waiting  for you wishing to meet you and to let you know we always love you and always will. All you have to do is write to me to my email dulcemaru79@gmail.com still the same and my phone number never change either Marilyn have it she text me recently to let me know about your diabetic issues and tell me that I don't care. You can also see your court case in the family court in Springfield 03p241...

 Hello baby boy I'm happy to let you know that I'm making progress I remember when you where born and even before I was just working for agencies, selling cell phones kitchen prep so many odd jobs just to make it in 2007 when the recession was a pick and getting a job was hard I when and got my CNA license to make sure I had a job just to make it in 2018 I started as an activity assistant and now as next week I be starting my new journey as an activity Director I made it to management is been hard work and it be a new challenge but is a step up I hope you are thriving too my Love remember with hard work and strong will you can do whatever your heart desires I love you never forget that and I here for when you are ready always my number is still the same and my email address too

 At 7 months away from your 18 birthday seems like at lost a lifetime of your life hope you know I'm here just waiting on you to want to get to know your family is bigger than you think you are an uncle of 3 and I think I'm officially the shortest person in my house lol I pray for you always you are always in my heart Willmael  and I'm always here for you ready for when you are Te amo 

 The where many moments in our visitations or phone call conversation that I realized your was interfering with us building a relationship. One of the many interference was a Christmas when time 8 years ago when I have send you a PNP Christmas message she said she didn't resive it but when on to make you her own. Also the moment when we wanted to let you know  you were having a baby sister like you wanted she hang up and told you her self just not to let you have that moment with us. Also the transformer incident when she was asking me to buy  a transformer toy over 100 when she keep saying you need it clothes also so after thinking about it I decided it was best to use that money for clothes rather than the toy call her and ask to take you shopping for the clothes you need it and she keep talking on the other side on the phone " ohh that's ok you can buy him just a  sweet pants and sweet shirt from Walmart the are the cheapest" make it I sound like I didn't have ...

 Today is a bitter sweet moment you are 17 years old, you a are getting so big I bet you are so handsome looking too. But at the same time I have miss so many moments with you, smiles, happiness, tears so many things in your life. One thing is always come clear to me I love you with my all I'm and always will. I will never stop waiting for your call I still have the same number and if you ever need it you can go to Springfield family court and ask for file 03p2417 is there you also can message me at my Google email. I I'm always here for you for when you are ready but I can't do anything until you want to. Believe me I had try so many times to reach out to establish something between you and me with out interference from your Grandma. I hope you remember me and never forget I AM HERE ALWAYS FOR YOU FOR WHEN YOU NEED ME. I hope you have a wonderful birthday stay safe from this virus I will keep praying for you always                  ...

 In my moments of quiet and serenity I think of you wonder how are you doing what is going on in your life, school and what are your goals in life  This year you are going to be 17 years old time  is passing by so quickly your brother are 24 and 22 years old and your little sister is going to be 9 years old this May. You are an Uncle of 3 all JoJo's and a cousin of ufff to many lol. One thing is True we all miss you and wish you are thriving and feeling happy that is my hope where ever you are and what ever you are doing that you are well. I love you Willmael never dough that love Mom