Waiting for Willmael Delgado

It's been i while since the last time i sow my son Willmael but i have been dealing with it for a while lately i have been very depressed not my darkest moments but pretty deep there so i have been trying to establish something that works for me after a while of just seeings things all gray i need to get up and dust myself and keep going something i want you always to remember is "never give up on you" how you are going to better yourself is by just looking back acknowledging your mistakes and look for a way to make it better we need to better ourselves every day for as long we live we school ourself this entire life until we pass away because everything in this life is an experience we are not perfect so we must allow yourself to fail make mistakes somethings are only learn by making dose to adjust is a must because while we have this picture in our heads of the life we want to life will  always will throw you some curve balls things you never imagine will happen to us ...

Here is some pics of your family Josh and Emy  close to bumble bee we will love you to join us one day next is your sister and niece then your grandfather and me your mom and chiko our dog there so many minutes that we will like to share with you as a member of our family good bad sad all that comes with it that what family we will love cry get upset support each other grow together we love you Willmael and we miss you and each of us deal in different ways and we all wait 

Waiting for you Willmael Delgado : “When I despair, I remember that all through histo... : “When I despair, I remember that all through history the way of truth and love have always won. There have been tyrants and murderers, and f...

“When I despair, I remember that all through history the way of truth and love have always won. There have been tyrants and murderers, and for a time, they can seem invincible, but in the end, they always fall. Think of it--always.”  ―  Mahatma Gandhi love always wins because there is no distance there is no pain there is no sickness there no evil nether walls that can stop love, love will survive time trials battles and wars physical or spiritual way love never dies and stay with us for ever So i thing i can say son i have learn to love in the distance because there are people taking us apart but i will wait until for ever for you love mom

Waiting for you Willmael Delgado : Dear Willmael is been a year three months since i ... : Dear Willmael is been a year three months since i last sow your sweet face i miss you as i write to you my hearth sinks i wish it was possib...

Dear Willmael is been a year three months since i last sow your sweet face i miss you as i write to you my hearth sinks i wish it was possible to me to see you i try trust me every day to deal with it some days better than other but a day like to today not that good i wish i can be with you with all my hearth but for now this is the only way writing to you to let you know i don't ever forget you until you let them know you want you can tell any one teacher a therapist and me i will go to court in a hearth bit my darling boy i will go when ever you say so. Remember you can see me when ever you want to just write to me i be here always waiting for you PS don't let anyone intimidate you if any one does do tell someone because that is a form of child abuse speak up don't let no one bully you to do things you don't want to do and remember always I LOVE YOU

Waiting for you Willmael Delgado : Steve Miller, MD., and Linda Kase Gottlieb, LMFT, ...

This is a 10 year old situation I have thought many things about it, that she was just scare of  Willmael not loving her like she wanted him to (a mother) not for what she is his grandmother, other moments I have thought it was to work to her advantage because her husband fall in love with little kids for example his ex-wife use baby sit a little boy they toke him to vacation to Puerto Rico just because, she had study him for years before even married him she knew how to milk him out just because he love kids he was her best friend husband, some other times i think because i told her she created the monster her son was and she make him so dysfunctional to society she did a poor job as a mother to her own kids and she wanted to re-do her wrongs but the ultimate reason she is an evil narcissistic person who rejoice in taking over peoples lives with any remorse.When  I started researching if the intimidation she have been doing to my son  is a kind of child abuse a...

i was so close to you my baby boy but i feel like a big bolder sink my hearth not being able to give you the love i want to give to you maybe one day i can sit with you and see why of all  until then i love you for ever

                                  Another dairy entry December 25, 2004 Today was the first time i have seen you after three months the you where in Puerto Rico it was an especial moment but i guess because you don't see me on a regular basis you don't recognize me and that hurt i hope God helps me to one day have you back you look just like your father  i love you baby with all my hearth Mom What is not write in here is that after that visit i call your grandmother and she said she was going right back to Puerto Rico and she was going to stay there for good that i was never going to see you ever again i lose it i feel and i still feel that i fail you and your brothers because they where part of me they where being attack too i cut not protect them i cut not protect you post par-tum depression feeling alone and b...

Another dairy entry this time it was a few weeks after your first birthday party  Willlmael after your birthday past like two weeks and your grandmother told me she was going to Puerto Rico because of her father was suppose to be sick she left and when it past a three weeks i got mad and ask her why she haven't come back she said when ever she feel like it that i sing over the rights and that i no longer can decide over you. When i sing does papers was because your father have left me i was only getting 300 dollars a month and was doing really bad i did want you to suffer and being in need here. She told me that she need it total custody because of Sec 8 didn't want to give her a room for you so you be comfortable when i go to work and she lie. Now she is saying that when you grow up she is going to tell you that i din't want you that is a lie i miss you every day i cry for you and i love you like that first day that i sow your little face i alway...

Parental alienation is a form of child abuse when a kid fear that if he like his mother the be consequences, ask for secrecy to hide that he like her or he had fun and he fear reprehension, act one way when he in present of alienator and another when this person is not there. To always look for aproval in the alienator before he respond and react to any kind of questions or invitations  Is abuse if is inflicted fear in order not to talk about the parent or say was his wanted to say all studies have show this kids become adults with emotional traumas. Know why the courts, therapist and social services don't intervene is this type of abuse they need to investigate this cases they can't just turn a blind eye just because no visible to them and don't see it mean is not there, they need to take lie detectors as prove to court when parents are accuse of abuse they need to have psychologist train to identify this behavior from alienator and child other wise this kids are a...

Dear Willmael you don't know how much i wanted to kiss you and wish you a happy new year to give you my blessings and to let you know how much i love you. You are that missing puzzle piece of my hearth i will never stop waiting for you Te amo and there is no distance and people that can stop me from loving you i want you to know that... First Corinthians 12:4-8 “ Love is patient and kind; love does not envy or boast; it is not arrogant or rude. It does not insist on its own way; it is not irritable or resentful; it does not rejoice at wrongdoing, but rejoices with the truth. Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things .” Amen