looking for ways to deal with the pain

It's been i while since the last time i sow my son Willmael but i have been dealing with it for a while lately i have been very depressed not my darkest moments but pretty deep there so i have been trying to establish something that works for me after a while of just seeings things all gray i need to get up and dust myself and keep going something i want you always to remember is "never give up on you" how you are going to better yourself is by just looking back acknowledging your mistakes and look for a way to make it better we need to better ourselves every day for as long we live we school ourself this entire life until we pass away because everything in this life is an experience we are not perfect so we must allow yourself to fail make mistakes somethings are only learn by making dose to adjust is a must because while we have this picture in our heads of the life we want to life will  always will throw you some curve balls things you never imagine will happen to us may occur but find the things you like to do as an escape from this curve balls i like to listen to music dance like crazy when no one is looking get lost in a good book write to you this things help me coupe the waiting there is a saying "good things comes to those who wait it God" i'm waiting baby boy love you more than yesterday no matter the distance




                                                                                                                       Love mom

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