why do i write to you

I write because this is the closes thing to communicate with you and express how deeply you are love, miss and remember by Mother and family. because I have to let out this feelings, because you have to know how much you mean to me, how much I regret taken the decisions I toke. I don't know if you have seen this but i do know Your grandmother have knowledge of this this is according to her  friends commenting( I think is her narcissistic self i know she likes to look for me in the social media) but she know and i know she likes to put me down with her narcissistic methods you know she is perfect devoted and no one else is lol but if you ever wonder let me know i can prove myself  i'm not scare of doing so. I also know how much she loves control so i know unless  a friend tell you and you find ways to see this away from her watchful eyes like she does you can email me at Dulcemaru79@gmail.com so we can meet and talk  



p.s to what was Hitler with out her regime of followers to do his dirty work want to reach out need to break out the circle and they will fall like Hitler and his regime did   there is not sickness that last a hundred years neither a body that will take it for that long 

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