Waiting for Willmael Delgado

when I was ask how many kids i have wish are 4 and what are their ages i say 20, 18, 12 going to 13 and one that will be 5 in about a month got me thinking holly cow my babies are growing this year you be 13 and in only 5 more years he be 18 and Emely  5 be 18 in 13 more years and I look at it like nothing because not long ago I had Jay and Josh and they are all grown up and what it seen a blink of an eye i keep saying my babies but i have no babies no more    I love you all no matter what love mom

Lots of times I open this blog with the intention of writing to you and I know I sound like a broken record Willmael Mommy loves you, miss you and wait for you. It's is time to say I want to know you time have pass and I know life experiences are molding you i want to know who Willmael is in school with friends reach to you and see who you are to listen to observe. I take what ever you give me all i wanted to know is you. I'm here to listen and when you ready just reach to me i keep the same number is in your records 03p2417 and again I love you Wilo...

Time is going by and missing you some days are harder than others time is passing by and i feel we are strangers as it goes but time bring hope to while time passes i keep hoping you get curious about things and start your own findings your own truth                                         Love you Mom

I have been ask or told ,you want to take him from me. I have take that to consideration since before you where born she ask me not to go with my family to move away from the bad relationship with your father so I can move close to my father and get his support with my kids from family. Your grandmother Marilyn participated in appointments, preparations for your arrival and even birth. I made her part of it because no matter what she is your grandmother in a lots of moments she have been re affirm even if the relationship with her son was to concluded i didn't have no intentions of not letting her in your life the same as my two oldest family they always knew where i was and how to  get in contact  with them always. She knows i don't know how to be that kind of way and she toke advantage of it now i ask myself she ask for consideration but where was mine when i ask to give my baby to me to let me see you to let me have a relationship with you i lost my mind when she toke you a...

The reasons i started this blog was 1 to let you know i'm here and i will always be here for you, 2 that we love you no matter what is between us, the distance, people you are Love Willmael from lots of people that keep you in their hearts, 3 to put not only in pages this message and hope so how it reaches you, 4 to blow as a steam weasel when my heart is overwhelm.5 So i can grave  not being a part of your life. But no matter what i have faith in God and what ever he got plan for us. I just hope one day you can tell me what i did wrong for you not wanting me to have visits with you why you don't wanted to see me, see us i hope one day you can open up we be here ready to listen                                                                                       ...

Hello Willmael hope you are doing good I'm here for you and i will always be you are on my prayers every day and in my heart.I just wanted to remind you that i'm here waiting until you are ready we miss you i miss you don't you worried about anything that had happen we just here for you and that all that meter love is like that

In 1998 i was just 18 and about to have my second boy. Josh who i call my teddy bear he is the sweetest of my boys always giving hugs and kisses also very stubborn and in need to make his own mind and decisions on his own separating other people opinions. Never the less he is he and i love him regardless of time  he will be always be one of my boys given by God to me for a reason. and here 18 years later we have been thru thick and thin the good and the bad and i got to say when you love your kids you will forget wait fight smile cry pray and wait  you do it all for the love that never goes away. tomorrow he will be 18 be he will be always my meat ball with his giggles that same little human been i hold in my arms and for ever in my hearth. I always wanted a girl since day one but today i can not see my life with out my boys they made me better. Never regrets my kids but if i can give them a advice get to know yourself first then figure out what you need out of a partner date ...