When I sing custody to your paternal grandmother things where not right in a lot of ways I had some money problems I was not making ends met and the relationship with your father was not good I had post partum depression but true all this relationship with your grandmother Marilyn was good and when I feel like I cut not deal with things the way they where I was seriously considering taking my father help and go to W.I. I told your grandmother Marilyn she say that she will help and to stay because she didn't wanted to lose another grandkid she told me to give custody of you so the welfare department will give her money to help with dippers formula etc. I shut it listen to my heart but I didn't wanted you to be private for your essential needs so I make her promise that when I get my on my feet I will have the custody back and she promise on her father who she say it was the person she muse love right there I shut it know because the person Marilyn love more is herself and even when she had the custody you where living with me for a couple of months after she had the custody she started changing at first when I got a job daycare for you was out of the question so you where to sleep in her house because I was living to work at 5am. and it was cold for you and you where getting sick even if I cover you to go from the 8 to the 10 southern drive then she ask for your crib because the play pad was to hard for you being in it all day then even I had not saying in what you where wearing going etc. After you had that winter r.s.v a strong stream of the flu and where diagnose with asthma she say she need it to move because every time they open the door you will get that cold air I told her to ask to be move to an other apartment in the same village but she say they didn't have 2 br. flats available and she didn't wanted the townhouses because her knee I told her to just give me the custody back I was doing better money wise but she say she when to court and ask and they say it was to soon it will look like we where toying with the court so I told her she need to be close if she was going to move I remember she show me some apts. in near areas but she never told me that she find an apt. out of Massachusetts she told me a Friday evening when there where not possible way to do anything in the court I remember she got you in the car say to me she was going to give me the address when she return and left after that there where no phone communication no a word of you your father said he didn't know either but I always thing he did the relationship with your father was bad it was the worse I had in all my life but he knew to play his cards well he keep telling me that if I live him he was going to tell his mother never to give me your custody back but I learn he never had that power and finally with friends help I got him out of my life and my kids when been to enough I got to say when I didn't see my sweet baby boy for so long brought me to my darkest hours my deepest sorrows
When I sing custody to your paternal grandmother things where not right in a lot of ways I had some money problems I was not making ends met and the relationship with your father was not good I had post partum depression but true all this relationship with your grandmother Marilyn was good and when I feel like I cut not deal with things the way they where I was seriously considering taking my father help and go to W.I. I told your grandmother Marilyn she say that she will help and to stay because she didn't wanted to lose another grandkid she told me to give custody of you so the welfare department will give her money to help with dippers formula etc. I shut it listen to my heart but I didn't wanted you to be private for your essential needs so I make her promise that when I get my on my feet I will have the custody back and she promise on her father who she say it was the person she muse love right there I shut it know because the person Marilyn love more is herself and even when she had the custody you where living with me for a couple of months after she had the custody she started changing at first when I got a job daycare for you was out of the question so you where to sleep in her house because I was living to work at 5am. and it was cold for you and you where getting sick even if I cover you to go from the 8 to the 10 southern drive then she ask for your crib because the play pad was to hard for you being in it all day then even I had not saying in what you where wearing going etc. After you had that winter r.s.v a strong stream of the flu and where diagnose with asthma she say she need it to move because every time they open the door you will get that cold air I told her to ask to be move to an other apartment in the same village but she say they didn't have 2 br. flats available and she didn't wanted the townhouses because her knee I told her to just give me the custody back I was doing better money wise but she say she when to court and ask and they say it was to soon it will look like we where toying with the court so I told her she need to be close if she was going to move I remember she show me some apts. in near areas but she never told me that she find an apt. out of Massachusetts she told me a Friday evening when there where not possible way to do anything in the court I remember she got you in the car say to me she was going to give me the address when she return and left after that there where no phone communication no a word of you your father said he didn't know either but I always thing he did the relationship with your father was bad it was the worse I had in all my life but he knew to play his cards well he keep telling me that if I live him he was going to tell his mother never to give me your custody back but I learn he never had that power and finally with friends help I got him out of my life and my kids when been to enough I got to say when I didn't see my sweet baby boy for so long brought me to my darkest hours my deepest sorrows 
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