and the time keep going and we are missing you!!!

This is the month that you will eat lots of cakes, there is cakes all thru february to march lol I can say almost every weekend your niece Keyshlanie turn 2 tomorrow you would love her she is a lil tornado like you full of smiles hugs plays and there is no way you miss her in a room.Then your brother josh turn 16 but the biggest milestone is Jojo he is turning 18 and never the less his brother Giovanny turn 20 we love him here he is a nice guy. For march we got the march babies Roger Henry Rosaliz and Juan Isaac nearly all month birthdays birthdays. I wish i can be in yours to celebrate and give you hugs kisses and your present, you are getting so big i bet you look more handsome than before you have to be as tall as me hope you are doing good in school and in general i want you to be a good boy ok 



                                                                                           love mom                                                                                                                                             

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