In one of the visitations at the ywca requested by me to protect myself, because i was i have been accused of abusing my child during one of the transition visits to get my son Willmael home my son walks in the visitation room and in front of the visitation staff at that time Brenda Douglas. He said I hate you because you want to take me away from mommy and daddy (my son grandmother and her husband). At that moment something hit me a little boy using a big word like hate that strong and again I have never say to him you are coming to live with me none of that source of conversation because I wanted to do something like that with his therapist I wanted to be careful of how i said to my child, me always walking on eggshells around my own son and there it was this persones teaching him things like hate enemies and how to be disconnected from his own mother I have ask why but in this crazy world and everything that goes on in it lots of evil have been done lots without a single explanation of why you can make sense of this empty souls. Nonsense of empathy or remorse i was a mother who was remove completely from his child life had to fight for the lil right that i some point Springfield Family court have give me crums because when you are not wealthy enough to pay for this crazy attorney prices and can buy justice you can afford to have your child taken from abuser like that from this sick individuals that wont ollow my child to build a relationship with his mother just because his their son. I was robe from my lil baby and there was nothing i can do about it until he wants me in his life i'm out but in God i wait the same God that sees everything that knows what in a person hearth I believe in God justice since Man justice is not even close to fare.
I hope you wonder
I was watching the Tangled movie with your little sister again when I realize how close is this story to our story. Rapunzel was taken from her parents by mother Gothel for her own vane reasons keeping her away from her parents look away in a tower telling her not to wonder. Her parents in a effort and hope of ever finding her daughter send thousands of lanterns up to the sky every year on her birthday hopping one day returns. As Rapunzel ages she wonders and in her subconscious she knows something is not right she tries not to question mother Gothel but she still needs to know about the lanterns and why every year exactly on her birthday they light up the sky. I hope you wonder my baby boy I hope you do, I hope you can see even all you know is her that you have a mother that misses you and can't give up in finding YOU one day. In this years I have been trying to be re-united with you I have try so many times and fall so many times but there is a famous quote by Gail Ly...
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