I fear

I fear the time that passes with out knowing of you, I fear the canyon of separation that divide us. I fear father time that does not stop for any of us. I fear dead  because it will separated us more. But in the mist of my fears Hope to see you again  to retake time loss to have a chance to give you all my love to get closer to know every bit of who you are I love you son and I pray to God to see you one day                                                                                                                                        Love mom

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